cedjo

I used to hate Nirvana. I mean seriously hate Nirvana. Kurt Cobain was just a stupid guy on dope, who shot himself.
But for two weeks now, I can't stop listening to Nirvana.

I used to hate taking telephone calls. But for two weeks now, I can't stop calling. My mom, Susan, Marty, even my sister.

I used to love jogging alone. I couldn't stand someone running next to me. But for two weeks now, I need someone to run with me, talk with me, or rather talk to me.

And it's all because of you.

Got a nickname for myself... Cranky Cranky Crank Crank.
Jeez, I don't even know, why I am actually cranky... but life does suck right now.
People I really don't wanna see right now, keep showing up, people I'd like to see, don't even talk to me. Can it get more pathetic?
Besides, I'm bored to death... I go out, go home, study, switch on the computer and nothing's working...

Mhm... almost forgot that I had LJ...
My life's kinda strange lately. Just moved to Arcada to go to University and though school really rocks, I'm really lonely, bored like hell, and my inet's not working properly.
Actually met one cool guy, yet. But there's something about him, which I can't place, yet. :(
But I hope, time's gonna change and at least, I know, I've got some real friends back home and someplace else. xD

So, just came back from watching the new Harry Potter movie... Guys I have to say... it really does suck... my lil sis was afraid half of the time, there was just action there...
I don't know... just superficial, nothing more and nothing less...
I mean, the dementors... just a joke, they even changed them ... sucks.
Was a shame that they even changed things, like Cho finkin the DA, for example...
The scene with Dumbledore and Voldemort was cool, though... that was HP!^^
Tonks and Bella were pretty good, too...

But all in all, I was disappointed even though I had no expectations, it still sucks...

t You know, my boredom's growing bigger these days... With all my friends being on vacation and stuff... I just hate it... I found a new occupation for me today... answering surveys... it's stupid and pointless, but what can I do,right? so, here's one:

What do people call you?	Ced, Johnny, CedJo, BigBro,Ceddy,Freak
What color is your hair?	Black
Is it natural?	No
How is it styled right now?	It's not styled at all
Do you have allergies?	No
Do you have any other medical issues?	Not anymore, fortunately
Are you on medication for anything?	No
What are you doing tomorrow?	Something useful; i hope
What are you doing this weekend?	Playing baseball
Do you have a job?	Not right now
What was the last thing you bought?	Mhm... A story of the year CD, I think
How good is your eyesight?	I wear contacts...
What color is your mailbox?	Blue
How many windows are in your room?	one
What color are your bedroom walls?	Blue/White
What color are your sheets?	Black
What color is the carpet?	White
Do you stalk people?	No
Have you ever had a stalker?	No
What was the last thing you ate?	Cornflakes
Is your handwriting neat or sloppy?	Rather neat, I think
Are you a slob?	No, I hope not
What do you spend a lot of money on?	CDs
How many pairs of shoes do you own?	Like 6 or something
Do you sleep with the door open or closed?	Closed
Do you sleep with the closet doors open or closed?	Closed
Who was better: N*Sync or Backstreet Boys?	Seriously? I don't even wanna answer this...
When was the last time you took a shower?	Two hours ago
What does your mom do for a living?	She's a secretary
Where is your dad right now?	At work, at least my stepdad is^^
Who is the prettiest person you know?	There are a few...
What are you listening to right now?	Pink - Runaway
What does your favorite shirt look like?	Black, with a Billabong signature
Do you read a lot?	Jap
Do you write a lot?	Kinda, yes
What's the biggest age difference between you and someone you've dated?	3 years
What was your favorite thing to do when you were little?	Playing baseball...
Where were you born?	Plano
Would you ever shave your head?	No
Do people tell you that you're attractive?	Sometimes
Do you wear a lot of makeup?	No, none
What time do you get up in the morning?	Around 7
How long does it take you to get ready?	Quarter of an hour
Do you look a lot like people in your family?	No, not really
Are your parents still married?	No, they never were
Do you owe anyone money?	No
Who?	Noone
What for?	LIke I said...
Do you kill bugs?	No
Are you afraid of the dark?	No
What are you afraid of?	Wars and the dumbness of our beloved president...
Who was the last person or people you hung out with?	My sis
Where was the last place you went?	Street
Do you have a cat?	No
Do you have a dog?	Jap, two
What color is your underwear?	Erm... black
Do you like sports?	I'm addicted to it
Do you like art?	Jap
Do you like math?	No, not at all
Do you like your school?	I used to, yes
Are your parents strict?	No
What time do you have to be home?	When I want to
Do you watch TV a lot?	No, not really
What's your favorite movie?	Rosemary's baby
Why did your last relationship fail?	She moved away
Do you have any pink clothing?	No
Do you wear a lot of black?	Average
Are you tan?	Jap
Piercings?	No
Tattoos?	One
How tall are you?	5'11
Would you ever ask someone out?	Why shouldn't I?
Do you like the rain?	Jap, kinda
What are you wearing right now?	Jeans, a T-Shirt of my former school, Snoopy-Socks, a baseball-cap of the LA Dodgers
Would you ever want to be famous?	Yes
How did you get one of your scars?	Fell of my bike
Do you get in fights a lot?	No, not really
Have you ever had the chicken pox?	Jap
Do you get sick a lot?	Not, anymore
How many living things live in your house?	8
Are you loud?	If I need to
What math are you in?	!?
Do you save a lot of things that are importanit to you?	Sure
Do you beliieve in fortunes from fortune cookies?	No, not really
Who was the last person you kissed?	Oh, jeez... quite  a while ago... I don't remember
Who was the last peron you hugged?	My best-friend Jill
Who was the last person you rode with in a car?	My mom
Would you ever go bungee jumping?	Jap, already did
Would you ever travel to a country without indoor plumbing?	Jap

And here we go....
Another Tuesday passes without doing anything... And it's not just the Tuesday... it's the week, the month...
Goody, I thought first, but it isn't... It's just BORING.
Not even my sisters are at home... Dammit^^
Now I'm sitting here, feeling weird, want to go running and can't because it's once again, raining...

So, another day gets brushed away... Since I'm not in school anymore, I'm too lazy to do anything... consequently I searched for a new thing to waste my time... and here it comes, livejournal....
Right now, I have no clue what to do with this thingy... but I'll come behind it, I hope^^